Star chase.

A love story across universes and realities, that’s a short summary of the dream I had just woken up from, I will now write what I can before it disappears from my memory entirely:

Part I: There’s a land covered in fallen cherry blossoms, so much that they reach the knee, and I’m standing there looking down a hill, I make my way down and the flowers start to move like water, as if I’m moving in a sea of flowers, as I get closer I see what looks like a martyr memorial erected there with names engraved and written on it, some are engraved at the very top, two, three or four at the start of every column as if it’s incomplete, and some are engraved and written in a disorderly manner like children’s handwriting, for example some done with markers, all this suggesting they were done after the memorial like structure was built, and that the list is indeed ongoing, and there stood a group of people, most of them kids, ready to add to the list, one explained what I had somehow already knew that the monument was erected by a god of nature and the names are of people who devoted themselves to protecting the beauty of this place, and it was my intent to write my name too because the name of the girl I loved was there.

Part II: I’m a kid in middle school, and I’m having an affair with a classmate, it is her, the one I’m always looking for, but we’re too young to really recognize each other, too young to be really and undoubtedly in love, we would often sleep together in my room where my parents would knock on the door from time to time and force us to stop and while just wrapped in white sheets hurry to the door in fear of exposure, we were somehow in a forbidden relationship, and we have planned to run away, and so according to the plan she gave me in a litter we would meet after school in a place we used to go to and then run off; school day was over, all the kids were going out and I saw her talking to some of her friends, I started walking in the direction of our meeting place while looking at her, she ignored me which confirms that our relationship was secret and not allowed, then as I reached the place of our meeting everything started to turn to white as if I was drowning infog, and in seconds all turned to white and that was it, the end of this try.

Part III: I’m working in an office, and all hallways look untidy and crammed, the place looks somewhat modern but the people had hairstyles and suits that look from fifties, the company where I worked took two floors and my was up the stairs so that if I got out and looked down to my left I would see the first floor, especially her, the girl, she worked on some sounds project so she had some sort of recording devise outside of her office that two of her colleagues often messed with it by pressing a button that makes a beeping sound, after hearing it she comes out to check the devise if there something wrong with it, one of those two did that after she rejected his advances, one day I decided to talk to her, and I went to her office, she had her back to the door, as she turned to talk to me with a smile the world simply shifted so that everything became in slow motion and dissolving like ink in the water, and then there was nothing, I had again failed to reach her.

Part IV: it was far in the future, everything was advanced like something out of a sci-fi film, we were being chased by what looked like cops, only they were dressed that they looked like black painted robots, they have chased us to the top of a structure, it was some sort of a bridge but not like the ones we have these days, this one was all in black and had blue lights on its sides to mark the road, and could move and shift to new directions, and so as we reached the top of where only maintenance teams go the bridge started to move to a new direction, one of use slipped because of that turning, and as I held her hand I had an overwhelming feeling, that we would fail but there was more to all of it than this, that moment I remembered everything that had happened, all the realities and worlds we've been through (and all of the previous dreams I wrote), and as I reached that realization I suddenly knew what I must do, so as I was still holding her hand and looking at her I asked her “Do you trust me?” and she answered with “Yes” while looking right into my eyes, then I let her hands go so she would fall to her death and that was the end of the dream but somehow not the end of this story, like there’s more I was about to do.

Part V: It was me and her in strange place that looked like an empty storehouse, she was sitting on a chair and I was kneeling on the ground towards her, I had just succeeded in helping her remember everything we've been through and so remembering who she really is, she was the key to all this, she knew more than I did and so I asked her ”what are we?” and in a less than a second a voice of a man replied “You are anomalies” and then I woke up.