Sparrow

Malicious little skunt how the hell are you still here...
I kick and scream and flail about but your still in my ear...
I cuss and spit and push you down but you never go away...
In vein I try forgiveness but this hatred grows each day...
I can not eat I can not sleep take your sloppy unslipping memories from my mind...
To say your wasted time and breath would truly be to kind...
I wish I could go back and unlive every single moment i have ever spent with you...
I wish I was someone who could say you are someone they don't know won't meet and that they never new...
Filthy trash that just won't burn.. bile I can't flush away...
Fecal staining recyclable collectively condeming up each day ...
Erasing you from time and place just isn't in my power...
There will come a day where at my father's feet you'll cowar...
Tormentor cruel and sick youll reap exactly what youve sown...
Eternity of nashing teeth...
Reward for all the compassion you have shown...
My heart will not be hardened I choose a path than leads away from you...
One where I walk alone but my footprints mirror two...
His promise is of grace replacing agony with peace...
Repentance for redemption and binding bonds sweet release...
No more heavey hearted days filled with bitterness grief and sorrow...
His eyes are on the sparrow and im finally looking forward to tomorrows...