Beginnings Finish

Piercing eyes without vision darkened by brighter days of you stare reflectively without recognition of who I am and who I am now supposed to be...
Strong will led me astray by the unwillingness to follow leaving grieving footsteps to nowhere...
Settling to not settle ended in the abundance of nothingness...
Accompanied by loneliness heartach lovingly never leaves me alone...
Impatiently I wait for you to never come back..patiently rushing each day knowing you'll never be here...
Missing you missing me makes me miss you more so Im starting an end to beginnings finish...