Invisible Home
I have been invisible for a decade,Ā
Stuck in the same four walls everyday.
Waiting to be heard or seen.Ā
You no longer see me, I am just see through. Am I just a figment of imagination?
I want you to see me, I want the weight of my words to be felt.Ā
I no longer want to invisibleĀ
Itās tiring, suffering
Iām screaming, lose control and thatās the only time Iām seen.Ā
Iām seen when my emotions get the best of me
Iām seen at my worstĀ
Why canāt I be loved at my best?
My patience is worn thinĀ
Feels like I have nothing in me but anger, rage and resentment
Sometimes I wonder what will it take to finally be visible?Ā
How far do I have to push something for you to realize Iām suffering insideĀ
Iād be willing to put it all on the line but then I question would you even be there to catch me if I fell?
Do you even know I feel invisible in our home?
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Comments
This is such a heart wrenching piece of writing. It is like an outpouring of feelings that have been building up over a decade. And the lines which set out the times you are seen which are as you say when you feel at your worst but despite knowing this the writer still has to go through these times. "Would you even be there to catch me if I fell?" is a significant line and it is right it comes at the end of your poem. As a poem about what can go on within four walls it is a difficult but necessary read.Ā