She felt lost to

This was written by my fiance from her perspective of my dissacation 

His blue eyes have darkened
I know what this means

He's on his way

To another place

Full of tears and and deception

I step back and prepare for his cries

Cries of desperation to know himself once more

He's here but not

Himself yet another

Lost behind a mesh curtain

Disturbing his veiw of what's real

I see him still

Part way here 

And I am full of fear

Fear for his being

Of not returning home

I yell and scream inside my head,

Searching for a way to make him see that i am right in front of him

That he is still inside

I fear for us

For what it's going to be

Will we be distanced by this torment?

I think differently

I think we'll find a deep connection 

Walk hand in hand to our new destination