11-1-18??

11-1-19???
 
???? Happy 1 year! 11-1-18?????
 ???? i love you always!?
Dear john!???
Words can't describe the love i have for you, when you hold me tight i know your love is pure and true, as i sit here and stare at your beautiful face, i am forever reminded that you will never be replaced, the love i have ?for you is so amazingly strong, i am sorry that i have hurt, you and did some wrong, but i always kept you close to my heart, everyday i would listen to our song, ?and cry?? because i missed you so fuckin much, your eyes your hair your every touch, i know shit is crazy at the moment, but honeslty there is no other man i would rather ride this out with, we been through hell and back and still found our ?way, i mean it when i say my love is real and with me i want you to stay, this road has been winding but today we celebrate a year??,  i just want to tell you how much i love you and how happy i am to have you here, no matter what we face in life, we will make it we ride or die, i never really was shown the feeling of real love, until the day you came along and gave me some, my love for you has never changed, even on my crazy days, you are still the one i want by my side, i one day want to become your bride??, and have a good and healthy life, for you i would die, no matter what i got you that's a fact, i really want for us to get our life on the right track, tonight i was so scared of being away from you, i didn't know how to deal, away from you i am weak, when together i feel like i am on top of a mountian peak, i love you baby! Happy 1 year anniversary! ?
 I love you! Forever and a Day! ?
 Love your wife lynzi Johnston?
P.s. I would rather be by your side with nothing.. Then to be away from you and have everything! 
I love you so much! ???