Im sorry

I am truly sorry for everything i have done and put you through.. I really do love you so much.. So much that it kills my heart that you want us to part. Of all the people in this world its you that i found.. You 0nce loved Me.. You hate me now.. I'm going to miss your blue eyes.. The way our hearts intertwined.. How it felt to listen to you breathe.. Staring at your face thinking you are all i need.. I'm sorry that i mess up all time.. I really love the fact that you were mine.. But now i pushed you astray.. And you want to go away. You want to leave me broken.. And tell me no words spoken.. Will make you stay.. I hope i find you again one day.. The way we would hold hands and cuddle like there was no tomorrow.. Feels like a dream and someone's else's life i got to borrow. I. Don't regret a single day i spent with you. Because even on the bad days your presence made it special in someway.. Please never forget how much i love you.. You are my handsome man.. I wish i could walk through this life holding your hand.. Whispering softly you are the one i want as my man… i made a lot of mistakes.. But i do love you and that is true to me.. When i close my eyes you're all i see.. You are always in my dreams… i roll over and hold you while i'm drifted off to sleep… all i ask is for 5 minutes before i leave is to talk to you and see your face one last time.. Before i make our reality a memory. For what it's worth i did love you and care about you… hopefully you find someone knew. Who can make you feel the things i could not...i'm sorry i wasn't perfect.. I'm sorry for the things i have said.. But i do love you. And i cherish every moment spent with you.. I love you and i'll miss the fuck out of you..