A dream to grasp

Upon green blades I sit and watch the world go by
As my fantasies consume me in my daydream
The clouds form pictures above my head
Until the imagination becomes reality. 

Acted out within the mist of the sky

How did it come to this ?
For many years that question has haunted me
I am whole but I am nothing
Whilst my dream is slowly becoming reality. 

It frightens me to my core

Do I dare to grasp this fantasy with both hands
If I stay on this course I will have my reward
But at what cost ?
Can i return to normality once I get whats in store?

Or will i die inside

There isn't a god who can stop me from this path
A path that has been filled with brush and barb
The wound is fresh and everyday it hurts
Slowly tearing me apart! 

I can't stitch the parts back together

I am wandering lost in the dark
shivers of anticipation my only company
I sit here beneath this active sky
I reach inside myself to see

How i really feel

I am split, rendered mute by my emotions
My cheeks red with the blush of a dream
The dotted line has been blurred 
i'm erasing it entirely from seam to seam 

I am ready!... and frightened