A fist full of Reality: the white and gold

Telling myself you were
white and gold
changed my perception of you
I then started to see
I went in with other people's views
not listening to my own voice
I heard everyone's choice
so I looked
digging for any excuse 
just to blame you
the first time I saw you
you were black and blue
but people made you to be something brand new
but....... you weren't 
you had flaws like everyone else
saying you were made out of sheep's fur
instead of wolf
I should have just believed you
then what I heard