A Fostered Heart

Day to day I fight a battle in my bones
I try my hardest to not throw stones 
My heart moans 

My voice screams 
But I am trying to live a dream 
That sometimes is too extreme

My body aches 
It shakes 
Sometimes I feel like I need breaks 

Breaks aren’t enough 
I try so hard to be tough 
But eventually someone will call me on my bluff 
Life is rough 

Good things come to those who wait 
It might be fate

Im not perfect 
I was hand picked
And tricked to be wrecked 

I was neglected 
And now my body is infected