A Fragment of Mine

I walk right next to you and I can feel our future 
it is more platonic but without our souls coming together 
it's more than a fuck 
it's more than a love 
it's better and that is how I feel about you 
and yes I may have absolutely no explanation behind our laws but it is something 
you wake me up from the inside as I feel your touch against my skin of forbidden love 
feel me
touch me
hold me 
and no I do not want to kiss you
I cannot picture that
we are far too close
we are beyond intimacy 
and no I do not want to feel you sex me down from head to toe 
I've never comprehended the thought
sexualising you is abnormal
but just lay with me and hold onto me while I am still alone with myself
the others dissipate and you and I know that was the right thing
I almost forgot them
time is nothing to them
your time is everything to me and I want to be close 
but do not fall for me
       - a little in love with you