A Need To Express!

I snatch words out my mind an put them into poetry
grasping onto each one wisley useing them soley
serving a purpose maybe because im somewhat holy
no i aint worthless so dont judge if you do not know me

im only human just like everyone else is
althought spiritually guided and i cant help this
i feel i need to breath my words onto paper
in order to succeed & achieve an get praised later
this is not odd behaviour its in my blood an nature
too nurture the gift i was given by our lord saviour

and i aint gonna stop even if one hates, so what
but i know that some love this and i thank you a lot
because without you then what have i got
nuffin on paper just a pen in a pot