A normal day

I woke up at 10:30 like I always do, rub my eyes,comb my hair and put on my shoes i come down stairs and I clean my house to save my mum the hassle 

It's 2:30 now leave for work on a double, rather uneventful day as some may say 5:30 now I make my way home.
Walking in the manor I realised a group of guys start to follow 
Nothing new here I've been identified as a target this is so common my heart turned hollow 

They know I've noticed them now the pace starts to pick up I make a couple quick cuts
 I know this area like the back of my hand 
They've split up I think I've lost them
 I make a mistake as I walk down an alley two at the entrance and one at the exit I start to think "how am I getting out of this" 

They run up on me I throw one punch I miss he hits me I throw back it's three on I get my licks in before I get a bricking 
I can't see! shit!
Next thing I know I got dipped six times to the ribs? I fall to the floor as they rummage through my pockets for some rubbish and my phone.

They got my phone and now I'm alone I've crawled from the alley to the street now. I can't breathe but I still try to scream out, hoping help will come before I bleed out 
A man in suit see's me and he walks by, steps over my body to get to the crossing for the other side 

I can feel my guts in my hands I try to put pressure where the pain is but I can't breathe as I start to cry all I want is my mum to come and hold me , rock me to sleep like when I was a baby, to tell me everything will be okay all I want is a kiss goodnight a kiss goodbye
Because now I know I'm gonna die 
I start to chock on my own blood 
My hands start to twitch and I suck in my lip like my nephew when he's bout to cry.

sad and safe to say I'll never see him grow up
To his events I can never show up 
Coz I got my life tucked for no reason 
A woman spots me she screams for help and her boyfriend try's to save me she puts my head in her lap and holds my bloodied hands
She doesn't understand why I've been left in this state 
Her boyfriend phones the Para's
But they show up late piss take its to late
The blood has started to clot and my heart beat begins to stop 
the Para's do there best to save me but it's too long in the tooth
If I could breathe I'd thank this lady 

I'm dead now the hospital looks through to see if my next of kin can be found 
They call her, she brakes down the funeral reception is for lack of a better word dead, nobody showed up cah nobody cared, my brothers carry my casket from the hurst to the ground my body feels heavyweight like a ton of lead throw dirt on top now forget about me move on with your lives make yourself’s happy