A Positive Impact

Night and day, a thrashing
like an invisible whiptail
surge van hail,
doth swell me bosom

excruciatingly, doggedly blackmail
capriciously be-numbingly,
aggravatingly assail
mine conscience in

what paltry pale
capacity of this gamboling male,
I can "pay forward,"
whatever means shale

be moost apropos avail
to offset bewail
ling (internal psyche doth ale
hankering) against utter

lifetime (mine) peppered
with emotional, physical
and social destitution
bereft, viz fail

ling to maximize inspiration
reverberating as vibrant detail
lacking even justa minimum
desire to live

(visa vis no way
discover ring, nope nar even
"FAKE" king minuscule appeasement
of my body, mind,

and spirit triage during)
hell...shove (shelve) aside
such gloriously noble benighted role,
amidst upending folktale

re: King Arthur and His Knights
of the Round Table
futilely searching for holy grail
where steadfast conviction

emboldens this heart and hale
spirited mindful,
sincere hard drive spurs
(neigh saying horse

sense of mine)
where ambition saddled
to air (dan sing) quailing,
yen propelling (yours truly),

with sincere humanitarian,
(i.e. blood driven)
philanthropic spiritual zeal,
I tried to unveil,

this reasonably rhyming thumbnail
sketch poetically versatile
within this spurious verse despite
any trials undermining travail

rather mine heart felt genuine
motive fueled by impetus
to contribute within e kale
logi, fizzy hollow gee, humanity,

with integrity, magnanimity,
and quality fervency,
while still adept, adroit,
agile, and alert,

(cuz America needs more lerts
to become great again)
ironically steel tougher than nails,
duh pleating ability dovetail
to bug (or wug) gee wholesale.