A Rap From The Heart

A lot has happened since the day that you left,
It feels like I’m being put to the test,
I sometimes wake staring at the sky,
Thinking how the f**k will I get over that guy.
It’s not true what they say cos time takes time,
To heal all these wounds you left when you said bye,
I try very hard to set my head straight,
But then I keep thinking about our first date,
We were young, having fun, doing what we do,
Some said it’s too much, if it fits wear the shoe,
It’s funny, you don’t see what’s in front of your face
It’s like your mind and your heart are caught up in a race,
When I thought you were loving, honest and kind,
You were secretly f**king with my state of mind.
You were the master and I was the puppet,
You came in my life and then you just f**ked it.
Not all the kings horses and all the kings men,
Could put my heart or my life back together again,
But here I am, looking strong, with a smile on my face,
Trying to forget all that time that I spent, what a waste.
But don’t get me wrong, I’m much better without,
All that drinking and wot not that you brought about,
All the pain and the heartache you brought to my door,
The money I spent, like I was your guarantor,
But all of the twisted sh*t that you said,
Lay with me each night going round in my head,
I find myself questioning the things that I do,
Or the things that had happened, because you weren’t true.
I’m done asking questions and I’m done with the pain,
But there’s one thing for sure, you won’t do that again.