A test of fate

Seized by the moment
I can't control it
They say take your time
But I can't hold it
So I let go 
Here down below
To ebb and flow
With what's above 
I've shed my tears 
I've shown my love
I've fed my fears 
And pushed my luck
Broken man with broken trust
Broken hand cause I f**ked up
6 whole months, I couldn't write a tune or strum the blue's
Even f**kin tie my shoes
Didn't have a job, didn't have a clue
So much pain, no one to talk to
Didn't know what to do 
So I made a noose

Hung it on a dirty shelf in my closet, locked it, lost in the darkness
Struggled to tie it round my neck with with a belly full of jack and a hand in a cast
Took one last breath and thought, "At last"
I stepped down
Started to pass out, till the whole fuckin shelf collapsed
Trash was scattered
Beer bottles shattered
And I couldn't help but laugh because nothing mattered 
Flipped the hour glass
starting over
Forget the past
time keeps on going

Can you see the signs

Can you see the signs

As within
So without
Won't give in
I'll ride it out
There's a reason
I believe it
The time is now

Capre diem 
But their ain't much seizing when the moments keep going and we stop breathing
Time is dreaming, of you and me
But we've been sleeping
And now I see it

And now I see it