A Train of Thought

The truth of the matter is sometimes right in front of us
It can look out at us from every common place
It can slap us in the face and still we not give it light
If we do not like the truth, if it challenges our comfort zone
Then ignorance and lies are easily accepted and flourish
We must be aware of ourselves, aware of who and what we are
Are we created beings purposely formed and selectively bred
Are we random creatures springing up out of the soup of life
What is life? 
Where did it come from?
Was it a happenstance  from the planets soup?
one day inanimate non living matter just decided to mix together and form flesh?
I have to pause there, what would be the catalyst?
Even after taking basic classes I learned that elements desire to 
remain unchanged and inert
So in the aftermath of the big bang and the nucleic force to make planets
Fragile particles of life were mixed in?
How could it survive?
Then earth self seeded herself and out of the bang came dinosaurs?
Hmmm
Then evolved into cromagnon  and homeo sapiens came later still
But in my mind evolution takes a vert long time
If the dating of relics has any truth we are not that old 
To crawl out of the sea turn from protozoa into a man
Or really think about it even a monkey?
What the hell?
Even a flower as complex a structure as a bee
what did this?
From whence are we descended from?
Where did all the wildlife and plantlife come?
As diverse and  miraculous as it all is?
Even now can we duplicate from scratch one strand of DNA
NO
We are learning fast, we have copied higher knowledge
But even the ancient aliens could not make life
Consciousness, now where did that come from?
It just happened too.. ? Just filtered in from planetary dust?
Out of the cold barren void that we are told is space.
If one follows any kind of logical and non biased thought
You can see more questions arise then answered
I tend to look inside for my intuitive sense of direction
How about you?