Abscond
The urge to disappear
Sliding down my throat like medicineÂ
Always running from my fearsÂ
Because looking at them is painfulÂ
There are times when I hate myselfÂ
And want to vanishÂ
I'm a perfectionist, but human nature
Isn't perfectÂ
I look at this fallen world
And want no part in itÂ
As cars are burningÂ
Staring into the flamesÂ
Wishing I could hide inside of their orangeÂ
The darkness of the night is a blanket
When the sun is up,
I'm naked again with this painÂ
Am I an accident?
When I screw up I can't help but wonder
There are days I want to run to the forest
Just to exist with the evergreenÂ
Never to be seen
To become a secret
At least in my dreams
I can escape from the burden of reality.
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this is without any doubt, nowt short of excellent, but sadly so .. and one that is sure to resonate with so many .. bravo my friendÂ
Thank you so much :) My hope is to reach people so that if they are going through this they at least don't have to feel alone.