Abuse

Infuse 
with abuse 
but not
just any type 
Lets go verbal 
as in just words 
because I’m to scarred 
to be hit anymore 
or fall victim to others hands 
EVER AGAIN 
Maybe some basic 
NAME-CALLING
some yelling and shouting 
and the occasional low blow 
beneath the belt 
backstab 
BUT PLEASE 
NO VIOLENCE !! 
PHYSICAL 
Or better yet 
make some threats
tell me I’m no GOOD 
If verbal abuse isn’t 
GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU 
and you still are hell bent 
on breaking me down 
I would prefer
Mental over Physical 
because once again 
I just can’t take being hit 
as well as I can 
the emotional disrespect 
My past gave me plenty of 
practice at being very 
ACCEPTING 
of it 
Mental Health AWARENESS

Abuse a noose 
a rope tied tight 
that once removed 
still has a tight hold 
Old scars still freshly 
BOLD not by others 
nor by view but rather 
the story behind what they 
HIDE: THE TRUTH 
A dark secret to most 
a dark story you HOST 
a love lost
your MENTAL HEALTH 
the COST 
Feelings of being 
UNWORTHY 
Feelings of being 
UNDESERVING 
attracting 
BAD ENERGIES 
like a MAGNET 
but until 
YOU REALIZE 
ITS NOT YOUR FAULT 
GET HELP AND MOVE-ON 
OR you will always be the VICTIM 
to the ABUSE , the NOOSE 
around YOUR NECK