Addicted

First off let me say I love U
Always have & always will,
I'll put NO man above U
Ur my best friend that's foReal.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
But for U I'll do my best, 
To make U see I'm worth it
So far I've failed the test.

I'm sorry I did U dirty
I never wanted someone new,
But U really fuckin hurt me
So I tried to hurt U too.

That was a 1 time situation
I will NEVER cheat again,
It was out of desperation
So you'd know how I felt within.

I still can't believe I did that
But I hope that U see why,
And I never would have hid that 
The only point was make U cry.

But when I saw how bad I hurt U
I felt like a piece of shit,
And I still could not desert U
But hey U got what U get.