The Cycle

   You know who u are and u know what u do, 
I still loved u the same after knowing it too. 

   I wish that I could've been enough for u, 

I couldn't make u happy I've tried and it's true. 

  I wished u could feel what this has put me thru, 

But she's showing u now & I don't want that for u. 

   That's how I know that it's love and not lust, 

I'll wish I still had u until I turn to dust. 

   I'm sorry for everything that I've said to burn u, 

Confused at how someone so selfish could earn u.

   I tried my best just to know u and to learn u,

I wish she would ungrasp ur heart and return u.

  I've cried every night still no matter who's near me, 

I've prayed and I've screamed but like no one can hear me. 

  I've tried to just hate u and put u aside, 

But when I said I'm over it I really just lied,

When I saw how much u loved her a piece of me died.

  I wanted to love u like Bonnie and Clyde,

And go thru the journey of life by your side.

  Only getting to see u when she breaks ur heart,

See u cry over someone else tears me apart. 

   I know our hearts don't see material things,

But I fix, fuck, and feed u & cook & I clean.

   I thought our sex was so different but I guess I was wrong,

But be real u both cheated and shit all along,

Both sticking ur cocks in where they don't belong,

 Even the universe knew that u wouldn't last long,

It's like ur whole world is nothing but a long sad song,

Now u need something stronger than what's in the bong,

U both go back & forth on each other it's wrong,

Keeping me in the cycle to drag me along,

Cuz I know how I feel and I'll keep holding on,

Til the moment I slip and it's too late I'm gone.