Affairs

In prep they ask
How do you feel..? 
I'm scared I gasped
I think you will
Kill me..
I'm honest..
you won't feel ..
I will enter your groin
this time..
its for real..
you can't ignore me,
I will set you a ring
to keep in your heart
and take
computer pics..
We will never part..
I will feature in Lancet
my picot edges..
will be on everyones
lips..
arteries are consistent
until severed..
there is no difference
between skill and accident..
when you fall into darkness
no one can tell..
and the blood bath
in surgery is same as in Hell..
how do you feel..
nine hours later..
I feel alive..