Afraid

Afraid 

If I was afraid of life what could I do
Afraid of what will happen
Afraid of the voices 
The voices that won’t leave me alone
The voice that tell me what to do
No one can help
I listen to what is says because I don’t know better
I’m at a constant battle 
That battle is with me and my mind
But why doesn’t feel like I’m the only soldier

The only person fighting for peace 
A peace that is so far away 
So far away from reality 
That I get lost
Lost in the voices 
I can’t figure out what is reality it and what it is not