After....

I'm scared
I know I shouldn't be...
But I feel so alone
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel weak
This is not who I am
I realize what is wrong
And all I want to do is cry
I can't stop the tears
They keep on falling
I am so scared
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This is not the man I am
I feel like a freak
I know I am not
But I caused so much pain
I let this get out of hand
I keep messing this up
I keep risking so much
I don't want to lose myself
I feel like I am trapped, let me out!!!

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Comments
Wow Tommy such fear and anguish behind your words and your not alone I feel the Same way time to time and great write altogether man it was very well written and I hope to read more of ur things soon, wish ya luck, and catch ya on the flip side of things