"After the Fall"

"I am recovering,
from drugs and alcohol,
and by doing so,
I am discovering,
what it's like after my fall,
from Grace,
just from chasing,
a simple taste.

My outlines,
are redefined.
I found God again,
and I've made Him mine.
Because He comes through,
every single time,
and I feel I am passing,
His Holy Test,
in fixing my life,
that was such a god awful mess.

Now I am trying,
my absolue best,
and every stone,
that I've thrown,
has been laid to rest."