AIM FOR CHANGE

IM STUCK IN A DAZE

I STAND WAITING FOR APPROVAL

WAITING FOR YOUR HOLY PRAISE

IM CONSTANTLY STARING WITH THIS HOLLOW GAZE

GOD I HOPE THIS IS JUST A PHASE

I STAND TO SEE MY FUTURE OF OPEN BOTTLES

NOW THE PRICE MUST BE PAID

FOR ALL THESE OPEN BOTTLES

FAILURE CONCENTRATING

STUCK ON DEBATING

AND NOW MY RESPONSE HESITATING

AN EPIHPANY GOES OFF IN MY HEAD

WOULD I BE BETTER OFF DEAD? MESSED UP IN THE HEAD?WOULD I BE OVER THIS WORLD FULL OF DREA?

SO I CRY AND I WEEP

I SLIT MY WRIST

I CLENCH MY TEETH

MY HAND IN A FIST (IS THIS IT?)

WHAT NOW?

BUT I WAKE UP IN A NEW LIGHT

REALIZING THAT MY PEERS WERE RIGHT

THAT I MUST FIGHT

SO I MIGHT

MAKE  A CHANGE

AND IN THE END

WALK THAT STAGE

TO GAIN INTERNAL BLISS

BECAUSE A CHANGE IS WHAT I AIM FOR

AND I PROMISE I WILL NEVER MISS