Like Alice

The summer breeds lies and insecurities
She never did quite please you
Its befitting to call it the killing time 
You waste time and all the clocks tick tock by
Down the rabbit hole we go
Where everything is right side up even if your face frowns down
And oh how they look upon you
With curious stares and daunting glares
You're the monkey in the cage to him
Are you ready for the next trick?
Life treated you to surprise with those sweet hopeful eyes
He tied you up like a necktie and hung you by the window
A lil sun would do you some good
But tar on the roofs heated up by July do ooze blackly like the broken scarred

Will you be ok up there?
Do you feel like coming down yet?
I told you I lost my head in the clouds dear and I'm not coming down til I get it!

Do you understand what I'm saying?
You're a fallen star
You do not belong there

And a full glaze shines wickedly over her eyes 
You stop and stare wondering if she'll really do it
Down the rabbit hole you go
Where even her frowns stay constantly down
And will she find the white rabbit?
Oh my dear but she has 
But he has found her and now he has left

When I count to 3 you will wake up
One
It never happened 

Two
He wasn't real

Three
I'll be fine in the morning

Wake up

I still remember it all