Am I nearly there yet?

I'm happy with who I am
That's supposed to be the goal
So why does it always feel like I have a big gaping hole
Stop looking for love and it will find it's way
So how do you stop waiting for that mystery day?
I'm stronger than I ever I imagined could be
Yet I'm still not happy to live a life with only me
As my thoughts hit the page
The pain hits my chest
So do I need to do more to be the best?
The best for me, then I'll be enough
My journey is still going, it's going to be tough
My desire to share love is clouding my sight
Perhaps I'm still healing, I still need to fight