angel wings

the words I share make people panic
they feel my mind and heart are frantic
danger is the word so often used
because they know I'm  broken and bruised
I want to open this and say
I'm feeling happy everyday
because I feel pain to my soul
doesn't mean I'm black as coal
I miss someone ill never feel
and my love for him is huge and real
I held him up until the end
heartbreak now still as strong as then
no more pain or suffering 
angels took him gave him wings
now he watches over me 
my son I wish that I could see