ANYTHING BUT LESS

I am above anything that are less than anything.
I am not willing to welcome forgiveness.
I am foreign to forgetting.
I am a creature of habit.
I know who I am and I accept it.
When I was young I use to enjoy being the center of attention.
I lived to be surrounded by my friends.
I lived to make a bold statement.
When I think of the younger me I don't recognize that person anymore.
I am merely a mirror reflecting my inner self.
I've been defeated
I've been captivated by loneliness.
I am not capable of dealing with stupiditiness.
So I am alone hiding from the world.
Since I'm being so honest I hate to think that I am hiding from myself.
I see the world for what the world is and I hate that I see the world for what the world is.
I wish I have excitement.
I wish I have unknowinginess but I don't.
I am to aware and above anything that are less than anything; I really don't care much of less.