Astray

Once again,
I'm left astray.

But I'm determined
Softer, Kinder,lighter 
That's what I will be
Something so precious 
No one will want to leave 

My plan has no flaws
Carefully constructed;
Diligently drafted 
Then arrives a thought,
is it not the truth bound to our soul?
To be left alone?
Though this life 
Or by
passing to the next.
A fundamental truth. 
It binds all that exists!
So Who am I to defy this fate?

just a soul; craving to be whole
Full of love 
Full of care 
That's what I yearn for

Instead of a jewel, I turned into a fool
Trying to fight fate.
How cruel,
But as the wind blows 
they will all go 
One, after another
Followed by the other
So why do I bother? 
If it is the will of natural 
Why not embrace this case? 

I do not complete this thought-

Instead as I am a fool: Full of flaws, and many claws
I push them away. 
far, far away..

And once again 
I'm left astray.