Hopeful Uncertainty

What does my heart seek?
What do I need?
One moment I'm full of light 
The others: I can't find hope for this life
Human nature is such a mystery 
I am perplex by my own complexity.

Something sweet?
Something warm?
Or maybe, something that feels like home.

They come to mind,
They are kind.
With their sweet words and warm embrace
I am full of grace
Eternal golden hour.
That's the state I'm left in
More peaceful; More hopeful 
With each day I grow 
And for that I am grateful.
Grateful night and day,
From spring to snow.

I still don't know what I seek,
Or how to put my mind at ease.
But I have come to accept my complexities.
With love and kindness
I allow my life to flow,
Even in directions I don't yet know.