Faith

I fear what I seek 
For faith is strength
And I am weak.
So I stood still,
Hope is what I killed.

Faith in this life 
And in the one after;
Faith is something dear 
I can only run after.

Past the horizon,
Behind the clouds;
Through cluster of sounds 
I searched.
And I still search,
Yet still nothing to be found.

With no time to lose 
I continue to look for clues,
I took a deep breath.
And then another.
Then came rushing in
Past mistakes,
one after another.

Although I, myself have so little to give,
I still rush to find faith. 
For that's what it will take 
For me to feel safe.

With Crystal eyes 
I looked at the sky. 
love coated with faith,
That's what I crave!

No matter how hard I seek,
It doesn't seem to find me. 
Still, it's what I need.
I carry on my search.

For I too, 
Want to place my faith on another, Someday, 
Someone like me,
Who is searching for it.