Back and forth

Back and forth
We play this game
Back and forth
We brake up just to try again
Its my fault, it's your fault
That game is in the last inning
We give it our last chance
But first I let you break down my walls
I show the scared little girl that has been hidden for years
Even I blocked her out, the fucked up part...
You didn't see her, hold her, or care
I had let you in to the most intaminte part of me
You never even tired or noticed that I was truly hiding from the world.
With out thought or even work you broke my walls and ran from what you found.
I am a monster I have no doubt or shame
But insecure, and weak ... That is not a side you were meant to see, you can't handle the real verison, you prefer the mask.
So brick by brick I rebuilt my wall, put on my mask to be the woman that world needs and sees.