This Bad Feeling

There is this bad feeling in my gut when I am around you lately. You pull me in look at me with those eyes and then I fall into your trap. I miss your kiss and your hug, the way you would hold me like in a second I'd be gone. You give me this bad feeling and you make my mind wish things that are bad for my heart. I wanted to be back with you but I realized when you asked me that my heart felt more pain than cheer. This bad feeling of tears over joy. It overwhelmed me like the sun glistened onto a lake. I get this bad feeling around you and it makes me want to wrap up into a ball and die. You gave me hope then ended us like it was nothing. You say it hurt you but I get this bad feeling. I'll never forget what you said or how different you acted. I got this bad feeling about not being able to recognize my boyfriend and one of my closest friends.