Breaking Free

I stand in the mist of reality.
Facing my fears.
Not sure which direction to head in.
Only knowing I can't stay here.
365 days in the past completely faithful, 
Always your friend.
365 days secretly wanting you,
Following your foot steps till this end.
I melt at the thought of you,
And I surrender at the sight of you.
Unsure how to tell you.
That I just want you.
In my eyes you'll see,
Our infinite love contained
But not this year.
I'll have no more of the same
I won't be your friend 
I won't follow you in vain 
I'll show you,
Make you see.
The one standing before you,
Loves you desperately.
A foolish prisoner I've been.
A love of war.
Will I win?
My New Years resolution,
Breaking free this New Year's Day.