Because of You
Hurt, Betrayed, Sad, Alone, Depressed
Why won't these feelings go away?
How much longer do I have to stay in this darkness?
When will these demons deep inside me let me go?
Or will they completely consume me?
And continue to turn me into someone I'm not?
Happiness, Laughter, Smiles, Giggles, Fun
When will these feelings come back?
How much longer do I have to live without them?
Why can't I just be happy for once in my life?
It's because of you that I hate life right now
It' because of you that I don't believe in forgiveness
It's because of you that I don't know what a father's love feels like
It's because of you that I lash out on anyone when one little thing goes wrong
It's because of you that I push everyone close to me away
It's because of you that I can't stand being around anyone
It's because of you that I spend my nights crying
I can't stand living like this anymore
Someone, please help me
Anyone...
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Jordan, I am a dad of a divorce. I felt your pain in this poem. If its real- I responded to the 'real side' and
dedicated a poem to you. I am sure my kids thought about the things you just wrote. For whatever its
worth - enjoy!
Ricardo
http://cosmofunnel.com/poems/fathers-innocence-56026
Hope you are well beautiful girl, this is a deep emotional write, I can relate to in many ways, my oldest daughter has spoken similar words to yours here, I feel her pain, and yours as equal, divorce isn't easy, especially when children are involved, I wish you had a better relationship with your parents, as I wish the same for my three kids with their dad and his girlfriend, only time will tell I guess,
again I do hope you are okay, see you when you return, much love nardine xoxo
Very powerful and deep write from a poetess point of view, my applause
Williamsji Maveli