Why Does it Hurt?

Why does this hurt so much?
Is it because of the memories our family once shared?
Is it because deep down inside I'm going to miss seeing you everyday?
Is it because I will hardly hear your voice again?
Is it because I won't have you around to teach me to drive?
Is it because I have spent this whole time hating you and now you're moving on?
Is it because I'm scared that you'll find another daughter and replace me?
Is it because I'm scared that your sons will basically grow up without a dad?
Why is it that I'm so mad but don't want to say goodbye?
Why couldn't you stay faithful?
Why did you stop loving mom?
Why do I fight back tears when I think of us no longer a family?
How can someone stop loving their spouse?
Someone they made a vow to and promised a lifetime to?
Why does God let that happen?
Dad, please tell me why you did this
I know you love me and your two sons dearly
I may be mad at you and will be for a long time
But please know I will never stop loving you
And don't forget that no matter what, I will always be your baby girl
I love you, daddy