Betrayal

I have always loved you
And I always will
I can't just get up and stop loving you
But what you did, it emotionally destroyed me
How could you betray me like that?
How could you betray us, your family?
How did you have the guts to d what you did?
Was it something I did?
Please tell me why
I deserve to know
I want to forgive you
But I can't
I hate you right now, more than anyone will ever know
I can't stand being in the same room as you
Hell, I can't even look at you
Why would you do that to your two sons?
Were you too "drunk" on her to care?
You say you didn't do anything but have lunch
But I know better than that
I'm tired of your stupid lies
I can't believe anything you say anymore
It sounds harsh, but that's how I feel
But the thing I'm really pissed about
Is that you hurt and betrayed your wife, my mom
I love you, you're my blood
But dad, it's going to take time to forgive you