~Death Becomes Her~

I am a loveless broken 

Wandering soul who 

Walks in this life all alone 

Dwelling in my solitude of seclusion 

That finds comfort in my darkness 

Who wants nothing more than to be alone in my mind 

And has no desire to indulge in sharing or finding a love

I believe love and affection is something I don't miss and there is no room for that in my world 

Love and affection and I could never co-exist 

I am just fine dwelling in the loneliness of seclusion in my mind 

If I don't belong to anybody 

Lay my bones beneath the trees

And let the wind have my body 

As it gently carries me in the breeze 

Drifting towards the ocean where I will meet gypsy the sea Goddess of the sea

To be transformed in a new life I become the light awakening to a whole new me

No more pain that consumed me

My spirit, my soul 

I'm finally free and oh how I find that these are my thoughts 

How I wish this reality could be and know in my heart 

Only the lonely can truly be free pondering on my moments where 

Broken, lonely, sad, people gather and dismiss my feelings within 

Did I dream you dreamed about me? 

Were you here when I was forced to be stripped of my innocence? 

Of my happiness, of my childhood filled with torment and pain? 

I am a broken soul 

Who found her home

In the solitude of seclusion who became one with the darkness 

Wandering through her lonely dark paradise in this life all alone 

Wishing death will embrace her soon 

To be free from the demons and her torment, pain, and this sickness, my depression 

To be free of everything that has broken her forever beyond repair 

Until then, here I am waiting to be free, to be let go, of everything that holds me 

Oh my dark heart 

Shines for me so

And I will fly 

Leaving the earth below. 

~Broken187Soul~

Copyright 01-20-17