Behind a strong woman

She smiles
but i can see her pain
She says shes ok
just to keep herself sain 
but everything around her
reminds her what needs to change look into her eyes ?
Cuz deep down 
you can hear her cries
she begs for help
Yet no one hears her
She seeks darkness
trying to cling to her liquor
 but emotions overwhelm her she takes the world on her plate a strong woman who always has fate a strong woman who always says nothing's wrong a good woman always worried about others a tough girl on the outside but a mind that always wonders she never expresses herself she never talks about her inside it's damaging as she begins to slur
she can't bear to release her pain cuz it'll bring back what's contained so many bad memories so much trauma trying to live life being a better Mama but she needs someone to that can catch her when she falls but until then she waits for the calls