Birthday

Candle count to many for a cake. Ex lover count to many for a woman of my age . Grit my teeth while I can . Close another chapter of history . Love still ellidudes me . Can't change the past . Candle burns low , still waiting for a higher power. High hopes drowned reality , there is no help from memories . Stupid decision have created lost years . Dum choices in lovers have only made tears . Candle burnt at both ends  . No one's going to make me a cake . No one's going to wish me a happy day . Everyone has chosen to leave me behind , age give me one more candle before to throw in the towel . A pointless exsistance measured by years .