Black Hole

This black hole
In my mind
Makes every breath
Seem like the last
And every day
Seem never ending
Noise is loud
And time moves slowly
People talk
But still you’re lonely
Nothing really 
Makes much sense
They say relax
But you feel tense
You wonder if
Your time is up
And whether 
You should go
Leave a world 
You know and love
And will
The people know
Will they understand
Your pain
The hurt
You felt inside
For all the love
That was around
Just meant
You couldn’t hide
So disappear
You feel you must
You have to go away
You cannot wait around no more
You missed your sunny day