Blame

 When I' m feeling low
 I scurry away, I hide
 for im to ashamed to show
 what' s lurking deep down inside

 I am the one who let him in
 my guilt I feel fully
 if only I could have seen
 my loved one was my bully

 to feel smart and big
 he'd use force of fist and leg
 made him feel a big man
 to watch a woman beg

 down crying on my knees
 not infront of our son
 dont hurt me, i beg you please

 scared in his daddies arms
 my precious little son
 crying, kicking,screaming
 dont be bad to my mum

 I don' t hate him, just what he became
 its took me years, but now i know
 it wasn' t me, it was him to blame