"Blame Me"

Is it wrong for me to feel ripped off? Am I just a selfish bitch?
It seems that every-thing I say & do is wrong, I try to work out which,
I seem to make it worse not better, I wish some-times you would leave,
So I can regain my strength because I need to badly grieve.
I have needed some-one to lean and try to make me smile,
But it’s all about your needs you won’t even leave for awhile
You need to blame me for all the troubles, we have always had
You can’t just be silent and let me grieve, it really seems so sad,
It makes my life miserable even though it’s already up hill
It’s hard for me to get past with-out help so I just seem to stand still,
I have nothing more to give, my parents gone &my job is gone as well
So I have nothing to give so all that’s left is an empty shell,
You have stripped me of any happiness and wiped my face of it’s smile
I don’t understand why my emotions are so up“n”down because
It’s really not my style
You can’t help me by yelling and cursing me or knocking me to the ground
You don’t love me and don’t like being alone, this is what I believe
You can’t even let me cry or vent so you question “why”
causing me to still grieve
Can’t you see that I have not a thing to give you any-more
I am a broken person that needs time,  patience and help to mend for sure
You can’t be silent, or just listen or even hold my hand
Instead you demand answers to questions, I don’t even understand
I have never been through this before and know you can never leave it be,
Because you just need to blame some -one, so just let me grieve and “Blame Me”