"YOU

~You are not good for me any more,
You bring me down, make me sad for sure,
You weren’t there for me through this recent hard time
You just made it worse, stressed me and fucken whined
I am over your bullshit, there is no use,
You are just a fuck head that gives emotional abuse,
You get pushy with me and act all strong,
You change your attitude if another man comes along,
Your weak as piss and so two faced,
You have made me not happy, you are a disgrace,
You could just fuck off and set me free
You could just do it for my sanity.
I wish I could wake from this really bad dream,
Cos I would rather be alone than where I have been
I have set rules for just me to live by
You have broken them all, to which I’m weak and deny
If I just open my mind I know the truth is there
But being alone at this time of my life I just fear and is a scare
My usual strong minded nature is all but gone
My emotional life has made me not strong
So you just keep me at an all-time low
I secretly wish that I could change my life so
I know that I deserve better than all your shit
Making me  doubt myself, my potential, you’re just a fuckwit
I pray that before I die my strength returns,
Before you suck me dry of my life, without concern
Me and my needs, have never been a worry to you
Just causing me grief when you really don’t have too
One day I will be free of you and the problems you cause and deny
Even if it when my life ends and I die
Cos in death at least I will be rid of you and in peace
You will have to live with your conscience well after I'm deceased.....                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      deceased