Blood Stained Rose 2

I use to say, I was a rose in the rain 
but now I’d say, I’m a rose that's blood stained 
I was once white, and pure as snow 
before the blood, began to flow 
down it pours, until it settles 
now it has stained, my beautiful petals 
this is something, I never chose 
I never wanted to be, a blood stained rose
all the memories, I now rewind 
and play them back, through my mind 
my past so cloudy, my past so cold 
my past so cruel, my past so bold 
an oz of love, was never shown 
I put up with the pain, all on my own 
but this is a door, I will now close 
my past is the reason, I’m a blood stained rose 
I am told, i should let it go 
my mind says yes, my roots say no 
no matter what happens, it's still a part of me 
no matter what I do, this I will always see 
beauty and pain, are what I wish to expose 
because I’ll always be, a blood stained rose