Bludge

Shall you bludgon me with your addiction . Bludge off me due to your habit . Make me do the same to cover the bills . I know you have an itch I cannot scratch . Annoying when money is low . Annoyed that Christmas is a bust  . Have had this before , all to familiar . Have bludged   before  to feed my young . I provided the right environment to be taken for granted  .  Bludging is not fair that's my lesson , that's something I have been ashamed of . I love you very much and simpathise with your inner war . The rules are nonsense , should not make it so the sick , or injured or solo get very little to spend , forcing them to bludge . Bludgoning there self worth , creating the visous cycle .