Blue Golden Heart

am I the only one
that keeps my heart in a globe
and watch it dissolve away
like it was a rose from beauty and the beast
my head and body
has been guarding it 
but now there squaring off
trying to see whose gonna win
it doesn't even beat no more
it has bullets, knifes, and needles in it
they keep on fighting
getting knocked out and waking up
yelling "its all worth it"
people keep it guarded
but they don't know 
if I take it out my heart might just crumble
my heart took the shape of the cage it was in
and turned to a blue and gold