Breaking Patterns

Misunderstood

excuse me “mis” sorry for my existence I know I fucked up, I didn’t really have a mom, since then I’ve just been “many men” but I keep getting left along the way…

Right “under” the label that comes with all these flaws and insecurities has livened, im a walking mistake and yet I never can get it just right…

”Stood” up by all guys in my life that could’ve made a difference until I gave up and pretended my grandfather was my dad because he loved me, it’s been quite a few years he’s been gone! 

but I promise you this , I’m becoming a good father.